February 2012
12 posts
So I've always told myself
To not pass up opportunities and to take risks in order to get out of comfort zone. I’ve missed out on one too many chances, just because I was too afraid to even put in the effort for once. This time around though I did things differently, instead of waiting for my ship of opportunity to come in, I swam out to it. The result is a bit bittersweet to be honest, I suppose I have everything I...
To start, this isn't an angry post.
(I apologize if I lose direction ad rant throughout this post, I have a feeling I will.)
More so, this is simply me finally letting out what I really feel. My situation with girls over the past year or so has been a complicated one to say the least. I’d first off like to begin by apologizing if there are any feelings of animosity still out there. Moving on… my “love”...
:)
I’m feeling great right now to be honest. When you finally have that somebody who makes it feel right, you begin to realize that whatever happened in the past and went wrong happened for a reason. That you had to go through it all to get where you are now. This path was definitely worth all the trouble and then some. I’m most definitely happy with where I am, and the destination ahead....
Three simple rules:
If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it
If you don’t ask, the answer will always be no
If you don’t step forward you’ll always be in the same spot
The stuff you see at school. Lol
January 2012
21 posts
I don’t want to be everything to everyone, all I want is to at least mean...
Inspired by a tweet...
Music takes a broken man, and renews him to a familiar feeling of being whole. Music is heard by the body, but it’s felt most by the soul. Being drowned in music doesn’t hurt, rather it simply heals. There’s millions upon millions of answers when asked how does music feel? For me, music gives me a feeling that’s too surreal because the sensation music gives me feels a...
hi: ijustd0i: I swear, I want her like niggas want... →
ijustd0i:
I swear, I want her like niggas want a fresh pair of J’s
Decked in Obey, DGK, wagon hoppers from the Bay. But this attraction is anything but hype. Not a simple trend, her love is something I would wear for life.
On some deep shit, she’s a 10 on a scale and I’m not talkin’ about…
If you love your Dad reblog this. If not he dies...
m3rmaid-swag:
I hate that i’ve to reblog this. sorry followers :-//
i luv u daddy :(<3
cant risk it,
not takin the risk
It’s my dad, can’t take the risk.
I've realized
I can’t go looking for happiness in a significant other until I find happiness in myself. Actually, I can’t even take the time to get to know someone else on that level until I take the time to acquaint myself with who I really am as an individual. It’s time to take a step back, slow things down, and focus. I can get through this phase alone, I always have, I just need to stay...
There's so much going on
And honestly I’ve overwhelmed myself. I just need a moment to breath, relax and think. I’m trying my hardest to make everyone else happy by putting others first. When it comes down to it though, it may sound selfish, but sometimes I just want to make myself happy too. But its too late now and I feel like I’m just letting everyone down. I’m a wreck and I need to pull myself...
This selfish kid. Lol.
And sometimes.
I just wish I had someone there for me, someone to talk to. Someone who will stay even when I try to push them away, because as much as I hate to admit it, sometimes I need help…
1 year later...
And it still hurts as much as it did the first day. Grandma, I love you. I can’t wait to see you again…
juliannftw asked: So, I just read you 2011 post and I remembered how you reached out to me last year. Out of all of my brother's friends, you're really my favorite. You have the biggest heart and I'm so jealous of that! Lol. Just wanted to let you know AGAIN, if you ever need anything, or anyone to talk to, let me know! Best of luck in 2012, bro!<3
My 2011
People always talk about how they expect the new year to bring something new into their lives and suddenly expect some miraculous change to make them into a better person. I’ve learned that it isn’t necessarily that way but it can be all depending on your approach. Don’t get me wrong, last year I went into the year thinking that something would just come along, my ship would come...
December 2011
17 posts
scattered thoughts: Before you go dogging a little... →
mcbcng:
Before you go dogging a little kid for what they say or how they dress, think about who they’re supposed to look up to. They wouldn’t be doing all those things if they didn’t think it was considered cool or hyped up, so think about the people they looked up to and how the way you act may reflect…
^^^ This. Negativity in itself only creates and fuels more negativity in an endless...
So I gave you your answer
“So last week one of my freshman asked me “What’s been some of your biggest regrets in high school?” Considering the fact that I’m a senior, I’m sure there’s been tons of regrets, but I really had to look deep for an answer I found satisfying so here it is. My biggest regret in high school has to be the fact that I didn’t act upon every opportunity...
To be humble is not thinking less of yourself,...
A Little girl, 3 yrs. old picked up by a man...
A part of me is
always going to be thinking, why the fuck did I let you leave. On the other hand the possibilities could have been worse, so who knows if I made the right decision. The only thing I do know is that I’m always going to wonder if I had just said something for once, instead of bundling it up inside like the an idiot… Lol.